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Then
he rubbed his temples and looked again. A pleasant face, kind and expectant.
Warm. What is she wanting? he wondered as she smiled. Then he noticed
her teeth, which were ground down, like an old deer's.
"Pokeweed and lamb's-quarters? I've heard of dandelion greens before.
Can you eat these? That's so interesting." She pushed the fresh, pungent
greens around with her fork. With the one bite she took, grit crunched
between her teeth. Something she saw in his eyes appealed to her, some
waiting quality. Not just a flirt or the good ol' boy he sometimes appeared
to be, he was someone to solve, she told herself as she changed into her
bathing suit in his room. She looked carefully at his things, comparing
her own box bedroom to his, her pink chenille spread and the prints of
Degas dancers on the wall, the lace curtains and view out onto an empty
street, to his crammed bookcases, twenty or more ink pens, mounted fish
and deer heads, his rough Indian blanket on the bed. I have no way to
reach him, she thought, and would I want to? She felt suddenly tired but
practiced a big smile in the mirror, lifting her thick chestnut hair off
her neck. Her teeth gleamed white and even. The new red maillot certainly
showed off her Scarlett O'Hara waist. "Cherry Bomb," she whispered. Cherry
Bomb had been her nickname at Sparta High, when she was Homecoming queen.
But that was twelve years ago. She wished she had washed the lovely greens
because she was not about to eat grit.
J. J. thought if she said "so interesting" again, he'd drive the fork
through her eyes. He poured glasses of bourbon. "Let's toast your seventh-grade
class who gets to spend all that time with you." She lowered her eyes
with pleasure, which shamed him. Was he becoming a God damned hermit?
He wondered how he would feel with her legs wrapped around him. Lost in
outer space? He knew he'd find fault with Christ Almighty. She played
the flute, had a degree in music education. So what if she turned freaky
in the woods? Still, he had felt a tidal wave of boredom flood through
him, a craving to be alone so intense that he shuddered. Although he'd
expected to be driving her home at one or two in the morning, top down,
a little night music, he was burning up the road at nine-thirty.
He made a pot of coffee and heated Julianne's leftover clump of bad rice
with some butter. The kitchen table was littered with chert, flint, a
flat stone, and two antlers. Lately, he'd tried to teach himself flintnapping,
using only tools the Indians had used. He'd ordered A Guide to Flintworking
and driven over to a rock shop in Dannon to buy pieces big enough to work.
He wanted to make a stone knife for gutting fish, but so far he'd split
a lot of stones and created a pile of waste flakes and chips. One try,
by accident, actually resembled a scraper.
He held up the fish spear to the sunlight at the window, admiring the
fine symmetry. Balancing coffee, bowl, and notebook, the spear held lightly
between his teeth, he pushed open the kitchen door with his elbow. Yellow
jackets worked the scuppernongs, and bees burrowed into the rose that
sprawled among the vines, his mother's yellow rose, still blooming and
her gone an eon, a suicide. He did not want to think about that. She had
loved the cabin as much as he did. Her rose had long since climbed from
the arbor and bolted into the trees. He placed the fish spear on a piece
of white paper and opened his notebook to record his find. July 7, he
wrote. The early sun through the grape arbor cast mottled light onto the
table. He might love the light at the cabin even more than the water,
but no, they were inseparable. The emerald longleaf pines tinted the light
at all hours, casting a blue aura early and late, and in full sun softened
the hard edges of objects. He moved the paper into a splotch of sun. The
bone looked like ivory. First he measured the length, then in light pencil
carefully he started to draw. What kind of bone, he wondered, maybe boar,
maybe beaver. How long would it have taken the Indian to carve it?
He quickly went over his lines in black with his Rapidograph. Drawing,
he thought, never captures the thing itself. At least mine doesn't. Maybe
Leonardo da Vinci could get this right. But Leonardo never heard of the
Creeks, or of the belly of the beast, south Georgia. Easy to get the likeness.
The unlikeness is what's hard. Where the object ends and everything around
it begins, that's the impossible part to negotiate. He held up the spear
and turned it around. He decided to look at it under his father's microscope.
He might find a speck of blood from the fish that swam away with the spear
in its side. Too bad Ginger's not here, he thought. She ought to see this.
Ginger
crouched in the hip bath, running the nozzle over her dusty body. Her
damp field trousers and shirt heaped on the floor seemed to exude more
dust. She bathed fast. This far into the Tuscan summer, the well might
go dry, leaving her to cook and sponge off with bottled water until a
rain came, raising the water table again. She slipped into the hot cerise
dress with straps she'd bought at the Saturday market in Monte Sant'Egidio,
thinking, I'm thin again. Marco will like this dress. She allowed herself
to think of the pleasure of his hand on her back, guiding her across the
piazza. His Italian hand. She loved his foreignness. She sucked in her
breath. Lithe, she thought. Amazing what miracles a few months of digging
and hauling can accomplish. She changed the sheets, boxed the pillows,
stacked her books neatly on the bedside table. Stuffing her nightgown
and robe in a drawer, she stopped in midgesture. A memory hit her of Mitchell,
whom she'd married at twenty-four. Mitchell in bed, reading Time, all
scrubbed and expectant in pressed boxers. For most of their three years
together, he spent his nights waiting while Ginger outwaited him downstairs,
reading or listening to music until he dozed off and she crept to bed,
carefully lifting the magazine off his chest and turning out his light.
What was it? she asked herself. Not him. When they dated, she'd thought
she would fall into his love, his certainty; she would begin to feel something.
She would sit, crawl, walk. She would be like everyone else with a silver
pattern, a honeymoon in Nassau, a foil card of birth control pills, curtains
to choose, recipes. Mitchell was so fine, she thought, patient. Anytime
he walked in a door, she'd been happy to see him. What a disaster.
Her hometown, Swan, would talk for years, and still, about Ginger not
coming downstairs on her wedding day. At first she'd been just late, then
Jeannie Boardman sat down at the organ they'd trucked in for the day and
began to play "Clair de Lune" and "Moonlight Sonata." Finally, Aunt Lily,
after throwing a hissy fit outside Ginger's locked bedroom door, had served
the champagne, puffs filled with crab salad, cheese straws, platters of
macaroons and ladyfingers. The guests had eaten with appetites piqued
by the shock of Lily announcing that Ginger was not feeling well and we
should all enjoy ourselves.
Secretly, Ginger had looked down on the garden through the veil of curtains
at all of them, whispering and laughing. The ice swan centerpiece with
rose petals frozen inside, a local tradition, melted and lurched against
the side of the punch bowl. She wished she could touch her tongue to its
cold beak. She'd wanted to be radiant, a laughing bride stepping out of
her grandfather's house into a bright future. She'd wanted to climb onto
the roof and fly down on them. Wanted this not to be happening. She wanted
her mother undead, her father restored to himself. She wanted Mitchell
not to feel misery and humiliation. She could not go. She could not have.
It had not been a decision but a state of being.
Later, J. J. had reported that their cook, Tessie, washing glasses in
the kitchen, hummed "I Come to the Garden Alone" to herself as a way to
keep calm but every few minutes muttered, "Those chillin, those chillin."
Tessie had worked for Catherine and Wills Mason ever since Ginger was
a baby, then for Lily ever since the children moved to the House. When
J. J. had made a foray into the kitchen for a shot of bourbon, he'd heard
her low singing--and he walks with me and he talks with me and he tells
me I am his own--as she held up each glass to the window, checking for
lip prints. The lowering afternoon sun reflected bright rainbow circles
onto her black uniform and her dark face.
"Hail, Tessie," J. J. had toasted her. "Another memorable afternoon at
the Mason patch." He'd left his dinner jacket somewhere and had pulled
open his collar. She watched him pour the shot of bourbon straight down
his throat, just like his daddy used to after their mama died. The corners
of her lips pulled down and she turned on the hot water full force.
Mitchell and his parents had secluded themselves in the living room, where
his mother quietly cursed the day he'd ever brought Ginger into their
home, and didn't he know Pattie Martin, who'd always been crazy about
him, would not have pulled a stunt like this in a million years?
Caroline Culpepper, Ginger's maid of honor, had talked softly at the door,
but Ginger had only said, "I'm sorry, Caroline, but you might as well
go on home." Not even J. J. could get Ginger to unlock her door until
the last guests drove away. When she did, her dress lay in a jumble on
the floor, and the satin shoes, akimbo in different corners of the room,
evidently had been tossed at the wall. She looked splotched and ugly sitting
on the floor with her knees drawn up. She'd gotten only as far as putting
on her underwear and the garter that was supposed to have been tossed
to the groomsmen. She stretched out her leg and ripped off the puckered
blue elastic. J. J. just stood in the doorway, shaking his head. "Well,
now you've done it," he said.
Excerpted from Swan by Frances MayesCopyright 2002
by Frances Mayes. Excerpted by permission of Broadway, a division of Random
House, Inc. All rights reserved. No part of this excerpt may be reproduced
or reprinted without permission in writing from the publisher.
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Synopsis
In her celebrated
memoirs of life in Tuscany, Frances Mayes writes masterfully about people
in a powerful and shaping place. In Swan, her first novel, she
has created an equally intimate world, rich with striking characters and
intriguing twists of fate, that hearkens back to her southern roots.
The Masons
are a prominent but now fragmented family who have lived for generations
in Swan, an edenic, hidebound small town in Georgia. As Swan opens,
a bizarre crime pulls Ginger Mason home from her life as an archeologist
in Italy: The body of her mother, Catherine, a suicide nineteen years
before, has been mysteriously exhumed. Reunited on new terms with her
troubled, isolated brother J.J., who has never ventured far from Swan,
the Mason children grapple with the profound effects of their mother's
life and death on their own lives. When a new explanation for Catherines
death emerges, and other closely guarded family secrets rise to the surface
as well, Ginger and J.J. are confronted with startling truths about their
family, a particular ordeal in a family and a town that wants to keep
the past buried.
Beautifully
evoking the rhythms and idiosyncrasies of the deep South while telling
an utterly compelling story of the complexity of family ties, Swan marks
the remarkable fiction debut of one of Americas best-loved writers.
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Author
Frances
Mayes
grew up in Fitzgerald, Georgia. She was educated at Randolph-Macon Woman's
College, The University of Florida, and San Francisco State University.
A widely
published poet and essayist, Mayes has also written five books of poetry.
Until 1996, she was the Professor of Creative Writing at San Francisco
State University, where she directed The Poetry Center and chaired the
Department of Creative Writing. Her poetry and essays has appeared in
Poetry, The Atlantic Monthly, The Iowa Review, New
American Writing, Manoa, The Women's Review of Books,
Volt, The American Poetry Review, The American Scholar,
The Gettysburg Review, Ploughshares, The Southern Review,
and The Virginia Quarterly Review and other literary magazines.
She was granted a National Endowment for the Arts Fellowship in 1988.
She is also
the author of three best-selling books about Italy. All three highly personal
books are about taking chances, living in Italy, loving and renovating
an old Italian villa, and the pleasures of food as well as the "voluptuousness
of Italian life." Her book, Under the Tuscan Sun is currently
in production as a major motion picture, featuring actress Diane Lane.
Mayes now
devotes herself full time to writing. She an her husband, Edward Kleinschmidt
Mayes, divide their time between San Francisco and Cortona, Italy.
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